So this is my first blog and what i want to talk about is... growing up too fast. I am going to be junior this fall. Fun stuff I hear, SATs, keeping up the GPA, getting all of the required classes in... awesome right? no not really. This summer I have realized how quickly I am growing up. I've gone from the little girl who played in the sand box all day to a young women who barley has time for herself. This is an upsetting thing for me cause I feel just like yesterday I was a freshmen and the day before that I was making mud pies with my neighbor. If yesterday was freshmen year then does that make tomorrow freshmen year of college. Its a scary thought to think that time flies and you cant control it. I'm honestly afraid that one day I will wake up and I will be married with two kids. Of course I will love my husband and children but I feel like once I have kids life will hit the accelerator again and I'll end up being old and dying. It's a gift really... life. A short but outstanding one. Its one that never grows old and should always be cherished. Every moment is a gift inside the big gift and should be lived to the fullest. I cant say I have honestly done that myself but hell I try when I can. So theres my first blog, depressing but gets to the point!